Yaaawn...
So, Illini, how many others were trying to walk on and how many others are on here trying to big time everyone with what is a short and insignificant footnote in your life? While at the same time dishing "insider knowledge" and, for good measure, dissing the players?
You have a man-sized chip on your tiny little shoulder. You may think that if things had gone a little differently in your life you could have been a Brock or a Schobel or something. But here's the deal: No you couldn't have. If you could have, you would have. Get over it. Let it go. There are a VERY few guys (who you and I would never be under any circumstances due to genetics) who come through here and can play in the NFL. Everyone else is fodder for the meat grinder. It's a very short chapter in what hopefully will be a very long book. Stop trying to play like you're something you are not. Be a good student, aquire some humility, get over your desire to puff yourself up and try and big time everybody, and move along. Go accomplish something, for Pete's sake.